Sunday, April 27, 2008 2:11 AM
why am i still up at this hour!!! answer is simple as i have been sleeping for the WHOLE of today! felt as if i was drugged!! serious!! but, on 2nd thoughts, i could be really getting old - can hardly survive through 6 hours of ktv the previous night! how cruel time can be....
going for tuition later at 11 and that means i have only 6 hours of sleep if i turn in promptly at 230am! well... home alone and there's NO ONE to accompany me... win lor!! just YOU wait!!
counting down.... to???? payback time!! LWY.... 4 more days!!!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 12:04 AM
DARRYL ONG!!! u r my NO. 1 enemy from now on!!! whether u see it or not, i dunch care! JUST GET LOST!!!
and LWY!!! payback time in 9 more days!!! reap what you sow!!!!
Monday, April 21, 2008 9:41 PM
perhaps i am really the cause of the trauma that is not erasable from memory. if it is traumatic for you, i wished i had not been involved and the scar will never have a chance to form. if it is traumatic for you, i am no where better. can i have the wonder eraser???
Saturday, April 05, 2008 11:09 PM
i am a good-for-nothing and a useless fool.
i wasn't watching tv but staring into blank space for close to 2 hours, wondering why did it happen since there's nothing can be done to salvage; at least i know i should not help anymore.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 10:47 PM
perhaps it was my fault; i am pms-ing; perhaps i am lack of sleep; perhaps i am having attitude problem; perhaps she was the one who showed attitude; perhaps i have low threshold for attitude ppl; perhaps i read too much into it and acted in response... perhaps perhaps perhaps...
knowing myself i only react upon reaction... under normal circumstances, i wouldnt have feel irritated unless i see attitude... YET again.. maybe i dunno myself that well eventually!!!
nevertheless... it's a scar and i wanna patch! maybe i have v low threshold for ppl with attitude that differs from me since i noticed i haven been working well with ppl with slightly colder and "stronger' attitude... i worked better with ppl who are cheerful.. straightforth, direct, and can tease and play along with and crap with me at all times... i am not as serious a soul as what i may appear to be lor...
well.. not many such souls... so i must work out some way...
whatever is the cause and reason... i have to embrace tmr bravely and gave my brightest smile 'cause today will be over in an hour and all will be buried (but depends on the other party can bury it tooo)
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 10:45 PM
there's nothing i can help and the helpless feeling sucks big time!