feel lost to cheer him up yet i know there's hardly anything i can do to help him. was quite worried when i heard the news but later know tat he's fine. luckily no injury. hope he cheers up soon!

went for first interim job after gg to 22. and so many ppl congratulated me for a "great" working partner i have. oh well, count myself abit lucky to spend only 1 wk there. so far still alrite. *fingers crossed, prays hard for smooth sailing wk*

all the best of luck for my 2 dears - one for singing competition and another one u-know-what-and-who-u-r.


hungweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
only had one meal today which is the deliciuous dim sum at Imperial Treasure!
been starving myself to sleep for the past dunno how many nights.
guess tonight is just another one. dun ask me why i cant eat. i just cant eat!
fearful of fat is a minor factor.... haizzzz

sand must be strong n independent


Yippie!!! Finally got a new wallet!!! *shy* gotta show off my pathetic pierre cardin wallet which has already frayed like nobody business. BUT i changed the moment i gotten a new one!!! LOVED IT!!! and i saved my dearest gfs the trouble! bet they must have gotten the pressie in less than an hour!! pics not out yet... some preview...



sand has to be a strong, independent and rational ger.


mayb me pms-ing or watsoever. unstable mood. actually alrite la.. only when triggered by matters. oh well, im still fine. Thanks to my cereal breakfast, if not situation would be worst.

a supposedly happy fun filled weekend turned empty :(
think i have sprained my neck :(


lazing around now. heee

happy burdae to so many ppl...
eng teck, junxing and yy!
And my 3-year driving licence which used to be my best burdae present back in 2003.

growing to like dancing! finally mastered 18-step but problem of switching folkstrot to 18-step and vice versa is still tough! nevertheless, cant wait to proceed to intermediate. gradually find the dance school ppl very friendly and funny, the younger ones. afterall im still young mah! haha


WTF! Bunch of barbarians snatched cab from me at OB!! Sheeettt them!

Barbarian: It's perfectly fair.
Me: NO! I stood here longer than you and clearly in front of you.
Barbarian: No, i chased after the cab!
Me: I could have run faster than you if without my bag
Barbarian: Get lost.
Me: Fuc* U

There goes the ignition of volcanic eruption. Baboooooooo....


on repeat mode...

退后 - 周杰伦

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆那笑容是傻气
你我的过去被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后并没有更自由
酸酸的空气守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆那笑容是傻气
你我的过去被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情存心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空

我知道门都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情会一定带去

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去
(待续)(相信你我还会有开始只因我们都没有错)


http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction - business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can't be bothered even to make the effort.

Everything seems to have gone wrong and the situation at this time is such that you are not quite sure which way to turn. So it would appear that you are 'holding back', re-consolidating your position and relinquishing all fun and games for the time being.

Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything.

Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.

No difference from the truth.
Faced with decisions, tell me what to do.


Allow me to give my feedback on Vivo City day trip on 21 Oct 2006 hahaa

Agreed to watch The Departed at Vivo GVMax. Movie supposed to commence at 125pm. and mind i say supposed. haaa

left Dar's place at ungodly 105pm*faint* forever late lor! anyway, we were speculating if the exact location of Vivo is where the old Harbour Front center is located and wondering where the carpark is. before we could clear our doubts, the jam that began all the way ourside PSA proved that Vivo is nearing! So is the indication for carparks! Sooo we started to look out for the carparks. Wonder if it is the crowd to Sentosa or crowd to Vivo is larger. Anyway i think no diff i tink. jam wasnt slow, in fact we managed to get to carpark 2 within 5-8min tho i still rumbled abt being late for movie *bleah*. Vivo has 3 carparks, totalling over 4,000 parking lots (sidetrack: not 2,179 horr, Dr. Loke) . I like their first 3 hrs free parking system, not sure if it's an opening deal only or permanent system. Of cuz hoping for permanent system. hehe. parking fee was $2.20 for our 5hrs stay there. So perhaps per hr is $1.10 after the 3hrs free parking.

Upon alighting from car, 2 dummies lost their way. Ok the carpark is huge is one thing but dint know they have 7 storeys worth of carpark and to think that we tot "cineplex should be at the last 2 storeys" and on we pressed button "6" thinking that box office would be at level 6. Lift door opened and found ourselves in carpark again! *faint* looking for a directory for each level is difficult as construction is still underway and signboards in the lifts are not up yet. FInally found one at dunno which level and wala... cineplex at level 2!!!

haiyooo the crowd is horrible + terrible + incorrigible! A gentle birds eye view from the slop just outside the lift made both of us fear. Too many tiny little "ants" oredi. No matter what, still have to find the cineplex. We were at lobby N (at one end of the building) and the goodness GV is at the other end. SO many turns at level 2 but we chose to go straight all the way and luckily we made it there, in the midst of push and crowd. No much pushing, in fact, cuz the corridor or rather the walkway is rather wide and can accomodate many ppl without having to skin-on-skin.
"If ever there is a terrorist attack here, 1/10 of Singaporeans would be gone", Dr. Loke
Despite me being short in the crowd, i spotted few gers taking a second glance at Dr. Loke *roll eyes*

Finally found GV and got our tickets. I mentioned the show supposed to begin at 125pm right. We reached there 10min late and adverts were ongoing still. haaa.. singaporeans are never early, so are the movies in singapore *bleah* i like the popcorn at GV vivo hehe.. crispy, salted ones are not too saltish, their sweet ones are just nice! G popcorn! but the ice lemon tea is slightly no tea-taste. oh well, im satisfied with the popcorn. Aircon is not too cold too. In spagh but hardly uses my shawl. hehe

Show ended and went shopping!! i want to shop but dread the long Q in boutiques yet Dr. Loke happily picked one jacket after another. Hellooo... Who needed shopping therapy ah!?! In the end both of us bagged on one jacket each. I wanted more clothes but time doesnt allow, stomach growled, dressing room Qs were way too long and mirrors were shared by 3 ppl at the same time. Shall return on a weekday. Need more than 1 weekday in fact. Maybe 5!!! heee Parrot 1... u see this?? hehehe

Guys had no prob trying on clothes la. Saw this boy took off his shirt and tried new one in the shop, not in the changing room wor! Looks like more guys are picking up girls' Mango-sale tactic. lolx

Unknowingly we walked into Harbour Front Centre cuz we keep walking straight and straight for some pasta. Den unknowingly made our way to the Sky Garden or watever it is called. It has a waterfront promenade, open-air amphitheatre and open-air courtyard which has this pool that allows kids to have fun. View wasnt too bad tho the haze was in existence, just treat that i was in genting with warmer temperature. haaa.. the Promenade was similar to Esplanade waterfront. Overseeing Sentosa is not too bad, when IR is up, think the view will be even better. Perhaps this will be the new site for fireworks!

All in all.. i like vivo! will be back for more!
Crowd may be smaller after a few months.

Opppssss v v long post... sorry!


looks like i have a long way to catch up in the new working environment. was almost at the pulling hair stage last night while plucking tb, oh well, it wasnt a tb in the first place. some package thingy that i have to spend time digesting them from scratch. it's not similar to what i have been seeing for the past 1 year, first difference is language already. im not getting used to chinese documents but just that i will have to learn what each term in english tb relates to as they mean different things in china.

at times, the thought came to mind. i wondered if i have made the right decision.
however, looking down the road 2 years ahead, i might benefit from this decision but there's a rough start to this road. *keep my fingers crossed*


sudden change in partner for tmr's engagement and i had to go brief the partner regarding tomorrow's event. freaked out!!! but thank goodness it was short and sweet and he was pretty nice. now just pray that tomorrow will be a smooth sailing one.

prolly using my brain too much this week after a long break from continuous work, having a terrible headache now. but then my growing imminent wisdom tooth could be straining my nerves near the temples at the side of face, right side of the face feels tight and painful. time to block leave and go for dental break but looks like i have to endure the pain for 2 more weeks before i can go for any dental check. haizzzz

just finished 6th lesson of BD and the 18-step is driving me mad. took 2 wks to master the correct step. felt so frustrated today, part tired, part impatient cuz can never get the steps right. poor dar gotta put up with my nonsense. sorry dear

anyway... good luck gal for tomorrow's big event! secret person but there's only 1 person i know going for something major tmr! All the best!

*taking painkiller then turning in*
seldom take painkiller btw, threshold for pain is rather high, hence it's really painful :(


As the PSI is on the rise over the past few days, so are my work load. Actually not tat lots, just that i see it accumulating each day.

Planning for EGM on fri. SM not gg to be around for today n tmr so i gotta brief the team on Fri. goodnesssss... freaked out! mayb i lack confidence but tats reasonable cuz i have nvr met such EGM before (ok, my AGM experience yest may help abit but planning is something i nvr do for such event) wat if i missed out anything on fri. oh well, im quite sotong sometimes, so tats not impossible.

n more job next wk! there goes my dental visit plan next wk!
eeee alone at tuas next wk (consolation: 1 day only) heheeeee

back to planning...


3 big hatres!

1. Escapists
Trying to brush things aside without facing them. By not looking into the matter, one is not accepting a fact. The fact could be some lesson worth learning. Hence, by escaping from examining the problem, problems are not solved and everyone is not happy.

2. People who do not apologize.
These people not only do not apologize when necessary but also apologize with little sincerity. On a milder mode, strangers who happen to step on ya feet, of cuz u get pissed. However, you will only get more pissed when they walked away without taking a second look at you, to check if you are ok, let alone apologizng. Well, these are the escapists too! They do not know that they need to learn a lesson of courtesy.

On a stronger tone, among friends, friendships or relationships sour as a result of not apologizing. The "face" factor deters people from saying the simple single "sorry". But I seriously dun find it so hard to make that word. If you are clearly in the wrong, admit it! You won't be killed for that right?! Another possibility for people not saying sorry would be that they never realise what went wrong and what was the reason behind an argument. Hence these people see no need for a sorry. Self centered people are like this, i guess! They always think they are right. Oh well, such people please wake up! And im pointing out to all earthling, including boyfriends in a relationship - if you are in the wrong, wake up, process things in your mind why your girlfriend gets agitated at times and decide if a sorry will be worthwhile.

Often people compare who's making the first move in saying sorry. However, the end result will be the same - "sorry" softens one heart, no matter who said it first, the other party is set into an apologetic mode too, and admits that he/she is somehow in the wrong too. Afterall, an argument is not entirely one party fault all the time. Things may turn out better cuz the roughness is even out more efficiently, rather than to go through a period of "cold war" and silence.

3. Persisten Latecomers
Dun like latecomers who arrived and pretend that nothing has happened and expecting everyone to understand and dun say a single sorry and taking everyone's understanding for granted. Even if there's a valid reason, dun show attitude! If it's cuz of some delay, then there's some problem with your time management.
Persistent latecomers are even worst. Cannot stand waiting for people who are late for 9 out of 10 occassions, especially when you have purposely appear later than stipulated time and you still find the other party late!!!! Grrrrrrrr getting out of hand. Watch your time control, and wake up your idea, people who unfortunately fell into this category!


happiness dun last
will it pay off in the end? worth it?
im tired again


2 days @ Sembawang Hill FC

Wat was i doing there? For 2 days i turned to part time hawker centre waitress! hahaa.. u know those aunties who stand in front of every food stall to take orders and/or delivery ya orders?! yes yess.. but i was the xiao mei mei there and everyone gave me a weird unusual look. haaaa... one good thing, everyone ask me "u still schooling?" hahaaaaa so happie!

actually was there to help my uncle out at his stall cuz he lacks a helper this weekend. since i had no programs for weekend as of midweek so i agreed to the deal. at first thought it's gonna b voluntary work again BUT i was delighted to see cash inflow! hehehe come to think of it, not too bad an idea to occassionally help out there cuz i get extra bucks! haaa but then gonna be so busy in the coming months. shall leave this as a back up plan when im on leave again.

at first feel quite pai seh to do the work there cuz it's my first time doing it. really admire the hawkers how they maange to multi task - clearing plates, preparing food, taking orders and setting up utensils ALL AT THE SAME TIME! i cant ever do tat after 2 days of training. well they come with experience according to my aunt! but i manage to rem the table numbers after half a day. a minor accomplishment ba.

often hear ppl say that sporeans are not friendly, they are cold and do not carry a smile with them. beg to differ after these 2 days. often im greeted by a friendly smile, except for maybe 1 or 2 ppl who seem a bit more rude. besides them, the rest are rather friendly and ke qi when placing their orders and adding requests. no commanding tone which is a good thing.

1 more thing i noticed i.e. customers do say thank you when u deliver their orders and return them their change and they look at u making eye contacts, showing sincerity. but then ah i tink many times they take a second look at me is cuz they think i look so young y come out work, maybe there's some element of sympathy. haaaa.. but im still happy when they show appreciation with a simple thank you!

despite the comfort from customers, my soles hurt for 2 days and i woke up dame early like 645! got home n laid flat after bath.

time to get myself settled down for tmr. abit awake now cuz of the nap in the afternoon. shall take cough syrup later to help.


单恋 -- 光良

陪你望着蓝的天
泪在雨中间
爱你好像抛物线
太遥远

让风吹干我的脸
痛就看不见
是谁一直在身边
别抱歉 别怀念

你爱我一点
你试过一遍
你微笑再见
你让我单恋

先阅读那些从前
再放大这些发现
想亲吻你的指尖喔触电
加速度超越时间
让心脏扑通想念单恋

夜里无数个失眠
是否很可怜
爱与不爱的期限 都疲倦

最近连续都阴天
我心情乱了结
彩虹放在心里面
一瞬间 已永远

只好悄悄闭上眼
偷偷地许愿
不知不觉好几年
没改变 没改变


光良---第一次

当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
爱是没把握还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁

哦~ 第一次 我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~ 第一次我牵起你的双手
失去方向不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守

哦~ 第一次吻 你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~ 第一次 你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁

哦~ 第一次 我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~ 第一次我牵起你的双手
失去方向不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我

感觉你属于 我感觉你的眼朦
第一次就决定 绝不回错

哦~ 第一次 我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~ 第一次 我牵起你的双手
失去方向不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守

哦~ 第一次 吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~ 第一次 你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久


im tired, yes im tired.
hand pain, feet pain, body ache :((
nvm one more day...
tired but money comes in :)


1st press statement for 2006 bday!

31 Oct 2006 will be spent on job!
Not likely that leave will be approved since on job!
So celebrations have to be either pre or post!
Kelvin ke shall humour me on my birthday!


did i mention that one of the kids parrot my behaviour, actions and whatever i said and do! he is another parrot of mine but i still prefer my PaRRot 1 .. heeee


Happy Happy Day! Who says Friday the 13 must be a black Friday plagued by misfortune! Well, at least till now, having 1.5hrs more to go, I hope nothing will go wrong *fingers crossed*

Celebrated Dr Loke’s bday today! Started off with trying to find a florist to get him a rose. Haha big joke of the day! Anyway, nvr tried giving flower to a guy before. Gotta the feeling today! Haha.. weird! Even Dar feels weird. Tat goes to show that flowers are meant for the gers and they well-deserved them! Guys, dun complain. V-day is not the only day gers deserved flowers! Went on to prepare for magic show props! Not part of the bday celebration though.

Proceeded to Sun and Moon at Chijmes for lunch and parking is blarrrdy ex! SGD5.50 for 1.5hrs *faint* Had my salmon sashimi there! Prolly cuz I was there just 2 weeks ago and 3 times in 5 months, kinda gotten sick of food there oredi. Shall avoid S&M for rest of the year. But the salmon is still fresh @ Chijmes. Decor wise similar to that in Wheelock, they like to play with lighting and cushion seats is there theme I guess. Haha. Much smaller though. Anyway still enjoyed the salmon and not others. Could tell from the pathetic amount I ate, as compared to my usual huge appetite. By the time, lunch ended, so had the rain. Poor Ping, not sure if she got drenched anot cuz she came to Chijmes to get the earrings materials from me. Hopefully she’s alrite.

Was almost 3plus when lunch ended and almost time to head down to NUH for some volunteering work. It’s actually part of Dar’s Rotaract project since it falls on this auspicious day, I tagged along too! Had fun manx! Job is to play with the kids who are hospitalized and keep them entertained. Program for this week is to perform magic tricks and so here’s how the prep work earlier came to place. At first, this Winnie Wong kids was rather resistant to our trick but as we proceeded to the 2nd trick with more of her involvement, light began to shed in the dull ward.
Gradually with the help of Head Nurse, we gathered some kids to watch show. End up there were 3-4 kids there. According to Dar this is pretty normal attendance so I was not so demoralized. Playing with the kids releases me from the hassle and buzzle of working life and it feels good to be bumping around without having to think of work, about excel spreadsheets and test of controls, yet doing some meaningful voluntary work. Kids are the cure to problems! Nonono im not thinking of having kids now but just enjoyed their companion.


~~~ Happy Birthday, Dr Loke ~~~

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yay yay Sun with Moon tmr! upon Dr Loke's request to eat sashimi and i only eat sashimi from Sun with Moon... yay yay


spinning day

on leave starting today for rest of week yet went to visit the doctor to check why the phlegm keeps blocking my throat leading to cough. end up it's not due to the haze, or prolly the haze plays a small part, but my persistent sinus problem is the cause. phlegm flows down from the nose to the throat and get stuck there. oh well, took the medicine and slept for rest of the day. head was spinning heavily lke nobody's business. in fact, always feeel that taking medicine makes me weaker than not taking medicine which is why i resisted taking medicine most of the time. this time was really quite irritated by the throat so die die must go see doc. luckily on leave, if not dunno how to cure myself.


cough cough clear throat! grrrrr... very irritated with clearing throat. phlegm cant stop generating at the throat since sat. it just gets worst after eating sweeting stuffs. shall visit a doc tmr to see what went wrong, cuz doesnt seem to b due to the haze as this problem had persisted for some time. wanted to see a doc today but end up doing work in office.

some things are just meant to be. intended to take mc today yet went back to office. if not i would not have gotten the news! EK had finally replied and my new life will begin next mon. Everything began settling into shape after i emailed the mgr. Since then, everything seem accelerated - gotten my new laptop and my new locker key, and now my stuffs are inside my locker alrdy cuz i wont be around for rest of week and hence packed my stuffs up and kept them in my locker. The wait was long but all of a sudden things went twice the speed of waiting. For a moment i was feeling rather lost, not knowing how i should react afterall i had wanted to retract my decision at some point in time yet the decision to continue with the plan is stronger. Gonna be a new environment to adapt to and different working styles that i have to get used to.

Had made some pretty close pals like Ange, Jess, Daisy, WH, Jeff and EL. They are the nicer ones whom i can joke as mad as i can, confide in, bitch with, sa jiao at, great listening ears and also people who give me advices. really appreciate them. will miss the days working with them esp Daisy and Ange. Didnt have a chance to really work with her in full scope. Pris has been nice too tho there were times of unhappy but in e end i came to terms that these are just part and parcel of work. felt the emotions all over me while typing this post. abit she bu de but i have to move on.

the future remains to be unfold and i pray for the best.


wonders wonders! my latest playtoy





















*wanna try some punches?*

didnt know wat was this until tonight haha.. he's from the popular comic Naruto. Still cannot find his exact name. nvm shall ask mouse when he return from bkk. was searching through my cousin's toy box and found this toy (okk i was bored, the haze brings hazy mind.. *diao*). Find it very cute and you xing ge! haha but one bad thing is it couldnt stand so i gotta support it using my hp. imagine i can be fascinated by it for half hour. yes literally play with it in the absence of my cousin -_-"'


Flat!!!! Nonononono not flat chest but i hafta lie flat tonight! and prolly tmr too! went KB and yea manx, may god bless my legs and abdomen tmr! actually heard my abdomen crying when i first started stretching. no amount of stretching can soothe the over-stretch today. to think that i can still shop around bugis and orchard the entire afternoon after KB. *faint* wonder how i walk tmr, with heels some more! *faint - needs resuscitation* anyway today's shopping trip is a must must la tho i feel abit reluctant cuz im not important and why should i make this trip? yet again, i rule by heart and abit by brain so the brain overrules this time.

some people just dun realise how tactless they are. a battle of mentees against me, of cuz the mentees win cuz me has no supporter. has no slightest guilt of feeling this way cuz source of problem lies with the person making the particular statementSs. maybe i take it too personally but on normal circumstances the same statementss wouldnt sound soothing to most people, except the acquaintances who cant be bothered with what is commented by a slightly-more-friend-than-a-stranger person. i dun make noise doesnt mean im not affected by what he says. just wanna keep things under control and be tolerant. anyway the person im referring to doesnt read my blog cuz it's too boring for him. well mentees' blog are more interesting and deserves more attention (this point i agree and not any other point). this person wont understand all these either. just wanna fa xie. brrrrrrr

the thought of going back to work tmr is soooooo spoiling!! expecting to be boring and having awakward moments. sighhhzzzz. can EK faster approve and send me up 4 levels?? waiting for you... waiting for you...


beginning to feel the effect of haze on me. used to be a young asthma victim, lungs haven been strong. throat beginning to feel dry and breathing difficulty. and is blarrdy hot la!!! cannot stand heat one! had betta be obedient and stay home whenever possible. take care everyone
*water parade time*


Sand had a great time on Mooncake Festival though without lanterns like last year. She joined some FTB-ers at Settlers' for some games. Supposedly to be some brainless kind but end up Settlers' games are not very brainless afterall. Strategy is the theme! They played Jungle Speed and Cloud 9. Jungle speed is about being flexible and having good eyesight and strong ability to differentiate objects. Cards of similar shapes and colours are shown and people with cards of either same shape or same colour has to snatch the stick in the middle of table asap. Initially the eyes tricked alot of times, okk Sand is slow la. She needs visual aid. While Zhu Ren is the ever-ganjiong one. Everything oso whacked. Her nails need some sharpening too. Sand is a victim for couple of times. New zhu ren's dad a.k.a married Mr. Lim is the disturbing distractor. Sit beside him is so stressful, always scare me with his ever loud voice. End up so exhausted.

Cloud 9 is nicer tho! Blur with game rules at the beginning but soon got the hang of it. Alot about trust and tactical lying. Perhaps it's occupational sickness, we were very skeptical. Even the waiter is curious with our occupation. hahaa... G session, tho short and in small group! And prata-ed at thomson! Yayyy. can never get sick of it! Courtesy of Parrot's mate-cum-Dar's ex schoolmate, Mr. Chua!

Haze is back after donkey years! okk it's an annual event but has never been worst since aeon years ago! visibility is bad and air is polluted. bad luck to audit in tuas these few weeks. so many ppl getting sick lately *prays for good health for my palz and myself, especially ppl who are flying and working late*

Anyway today on leave and was in good mood, until parrot mentioned something which i had forgotten. despite telling the truth that im not upset anymore she still insisted. small matter only ma! and for the person who unfortunately at the receiving end of my temper, im really fine after a night sleep. i apologize for being rude.

tat aside, planned for phuket's trip itinerary. took 3 nights of research cuz im spoilt by choices, information overloaded. Sooo happie! finally got it out after discussing with Dar. Cashless life is hard to lead. Compromise is the rule (as Dr. Loke always teach). Very satisfied with the itinerary still. Counting down liao. Sooo looking forward! A special celebration this year :) 55 more days!


A classic incident

Two chinese tourists approached two girls for direction along a road. One of the girls Tried to speak in chinese that can be of understandable level to the tourists cuz she hardly speak in full complete sentences in singapore (often they are rojak-ed), except when in China. One of the direction was to cross the traffic light to get to opposite side of the road. The girl giving direction stumbled with her chinese for a while and hesitated while trying to translate traffic light in her mind. Frantically the correct translation couldnt find its way to her mind and out came "青红火" (literally = green red fire) while pointing the direction to cross oppposite. Anyway the tourists' destination was pretty far from their then location and so it was kinda hard to exactly direct them. Eventually, the tourists indicated that they will asked for directions again if they are lost. Hence, the conversation came to an end. However, this toopid girl marked her name in Chinese language history after the conversation. Her friends joked about it cuz the correct translation of traffic light is 交通灯 and not the 青红火that she gave. Having lame friends around, the direct translation of "green red fire" amused everyone! To think that the other pweety lady together with the toopid lady during the conversation can still be impressed with 青红火 translation, thinking that China trips harnessed chinese language. Now you dun see the direct correlation, but the inverse relationship. Joke of the night! Laughter for everyone, some good deed somehow. From now on, this girl became the 青红火 girl. Maid mustn't learn the wrong chinese. Lesson of the night: Fire = Amber; Frequent visits to China doesn't = purrfat chinese; human do err especially for blur girl who needs visual aid.


how true is "hungry man is angry man". seldom throw temper at frenz esp over text yet i did it. it was a mild one, perhaps it wasnt obvious but somehow feel i shouldnt do it but cant control. not tat there's very big repercussion but instructions were clear at foremail. perhaps misunderstood at some other part of mail. so back to the point my instructions were not clear? so be it la. im just hungry. didnt want to eat cuz late at night now. tiredness & hunger cant mix. volcanic lava will be the product.


2 more days to Mooncake Festival where the lanterns will light and mooncake sellers earn big bucks. craving for mooncakes start way back before the hungry ghost festival ended yet i only bought my first box of mooncakes this week. took my time to choose and taste and look out for comments just to ensure my money is spent worthwhile. cant deny that im fickle minded. what can i do, a true scorpio mah. spent an ungodly 100plus yest on 2 boxes of champagne truffle and baked mooncakes from da zhong guo which is supposedly to be very nice (indeed it is!) hehee. tho spent alot this year, cant feel more than satisfied. champagne truffle was acquired during office hours hahaha cuz me n pris fear tat stocks will run out if we till wed morning and so we hugged back 7 boxes! simply love it! wanted to buy mariott's durian mooncake but was welcomed with "we thank you for your warm support his year. hope to see you next year." there goes my durian... nvm.. can save my burning pocket. *rolls my eyes thinking of 21 more days to payday*


a change finally! proud of myself cuz i hardly can accomplish something so technical in IT by me, myself and I. perhaps cuz of prior experience which was a year ago, which i could hardly recall. nevertheless my baby is out. baby needs more development which is in progress :) meanwhile, the baby is happy :)


feedback tat my blog has been rather cheeem lately. hmmmm.. alritez la, merely more informative than before. y not spread some useful general knowledge over the blog so that more people can benefit. tats a form of web learning too mah.

perhaps cuz have been thinking too much lately and are reflected in the recent posts. some direct to the point while some are personal happines and contentment conveyed thru other means. well i m being tied by some stuffs or rather some thoughts. but im beginning to see some light cuz things can only get betta and i hope lao tian wont play a trick on me cuz im too fearful of being happy at one moment and utterly sad the next second. i hope the happy moments will last. i know good things dun last but they will stay to make me happy. unhappy things... shoooo go away! let this month be a beautiful one.

for dunno wat reason have been losing sleep these few days. perhaps cuz i slept very very late during my leave and i can hardly turn in early like 1am as compared to the usual 3 4 am last week. only managed to koonz at 2plus and end up cannot morning call people at 6. okkk i will try harder k.


Clever Scrabbles

DORMITORY <-> DIRTY ROOM
PRESBYTERIAN <-> BEST IN PRAYER
ASTRONOMER <-> MOON STARER
DESPERATION <-> A ROPE ENDS IT
THE EYES <-> THEY SEE
GEORGE BUSH <-> HE BUGS GORE
THE MORSE CODE <-> HERE COME DOTS
SLOT MACHINES <-> CASH LOST IN ME
ELECTION RESULTS <-> LIES - LET'S RECOUNT
A DECIMAL POINT <-> IM A DOT IN PLACE
THE EARTHQUAKES <-> THAT QUEER SHAKE
ELEVEN PLUS TWO <-> TWELVE PLUS ONE
MOTHER-IN-LAW <-> WOMAN HITLER


BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS
1. No Breakfast
People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level.This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2. Overeating
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease inbrain efficiency.

6. Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells.

7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered, increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease ineffectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain.

31 Oct 83
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