why is it that i often have to zip my mouth?? Why do i often have to process in my mind the consequences of blurting things?? wouldnt mind zipping though for 3 reasons - kill my curiosity that lingers for long, build better r/s with ppl and knows more than what i quest. i will keep to promise despite all that...

why is that people are becoming more unpredictable and incomprehensible? could think of reasons to explain for certain things that they do yet can hardly convince myself esp when someone close somehow seems distant to you. cheeem neh... but yah... u seem very close to someone yet you know empty abt the person except for what appeared on the surface - superficial? plastic? whatever synonyms u can associate it with.

enlightened by another life logic - who appeared to you may not be who he actually is. ok i know im lagged in understanding this simple ideology but trust me, if you gain my trust, i can believe every single word you say. but, if my instincts get the better of me, things said get discounted and heavily discounted if doubts about you are hovering low and you are close to me. call me gullible, innocent, i dun really like to doubt people. of cuz pls exclude those braggarts who are obviously treating me like a 3-year-old kid and 9.5 out of 10 statements are never serious.

breach my trust and the scorpion is let out. not to worry, i've yet reached the stage of being betrayed but the feeling is nearing today and i shun them away.

hands on hands... arent they adorable. the background should be familiar to some people though i cropped the logo out.. haha

wanna fly kite (literally). never tried before and suddenly have the urge to do so, watching my kite flying with lodas freedom while i run with it in the vast grassland... *continues dreaming something that will not happen*


in extremely foul mood.. mood would be better if i had know the reason why...
not pms for sure... just feel like screaming at the sea....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

late night on thurs only worsen it cuz body is heating up due to lack of rest.. staying up till 5am to work non stop is just 2 hrs from my record... but i must say this time the effort is definitely worth it. i have no complaints about that

will miss Jaz much... take care gal!!!


Gong Xi Gong Xi to all!!! It's the oink oink year and im advised not to change job! what a sad and discomforting advice but i will hang on.. if possible till next year... jia You!!

3 days of public holidays only! wished i can declare non-declare one... joked with senior if tmr can clear ot but i was wishful dreaming la! but on the dot is wat she speculate... yea yea keeping fingers crossed!

made small winnings @ Cyn's place.. felt bad winning 3 but CNY and i heard it's bad to reject winnings esp on CNY so i took.. we shud have more mj sessions manx!! i offer my place and cyn's place is good too.. always full of food!! heehee


something abt my V-day; good day turned bad... my team was all hyped for v-day for some reasons la lolx... and we got released on time! dinner took aeons to come and the waiters were smiling at us with guilt cuz our orders were slow. well they are lucky to have met us cuz we were not the fierce types who demand quality service, afterall it's understandable the crowd on v-day.


but bomb came after the dinner while walking to fetch the car and we saw the tooopid summon on the wiper! dame it! Dar's face was pweety black after tat cuz tats the 2nd one for the wk... haiz... perhaps we shud write in.. it's obvious the "xue te" attendants chanced that v-day is a good day to meet their quota and so we were one of the victims lor. parked outside landed property and does tat mean every hse who has their 2nd or 3rd car parked outside gets a summon everyday?! does tat mean all visitors there gets a "pressie" every time?! non-sensical laaaaaa *sayang Dar*

somehow the stalk from the restaurant blossoms better than any stalk from the bouquet.. hehe.. beginning to feel negative and numb towards V-day cuz it's getting over commercialized and why only celebrate on v-day. it's only a day with valid excuse for girls to be pampered with flowers and guys to spend on flowers that are overly priced..not worth it. and anniversary deserves more and better celebration than v-day which belongs to every couple. anniversary is much more meaningful isnit it, it belongs to only 2 people and couples ought to spend more effort on anniversary than v-day. and flowers on v-day is ridiculous. im not rejecting flowers on v-day but can be better spent. rather receive flowers on normal days on higher frequency than on v-day alone. hehehe.. a theory that Dar finds it interesting. hahaha... rather u buy me something practical tho abit of romantic flower-giving at times can be sweet lor... lolx

red roses are still prettier somehow.. this is still blossoming very well after 7 days! not a single petal has fallen


just what went wrong with the shopping nature in me?! been out shopping for CNY clothes for 2 weekends and i bought pathetically a top from Chaos, a black dress from some small stall (which is obviously inappropriate for CNY) and a dress from dear GG<5!!! size="4">
luck at shopping been low cuz Lver doesnt have any extra piece for the top i like at 2 branches somemore - one at westy Vivo and another at central Bugis. Just wat did i learnt from this shopping experience - never shop too late and too last minute and dun shop with a purpose. At least dun give me a deadline to buy or a purpose/event to buy cuz i can hardly find anything. Let me buy when i feel like when i see something i like and be surprised and elated by my buys at end of the day. With too short a time, i dun bag home anything.

Oh well, last weekend's buy wasnt too bad cuz i bought a dress i liked quite a lot BUT it was slightly steep! Holy number 146 appeared twice. Dear GG<5> made me splurged my first 146 and Crystal Jade marked the second one for a healthy 7-course set dinner! No intention to spend so much for CNY clothes but i simply cant find anything i like, not that i have expensive taste (ppl who know me, i dun go branded, i go for FEELING). like means like, dun like means even if it's branded i oso hate it to the core! Luckily dinner was splitted among 3 other dearies, still not so painful. but sat was kinda painful for the heart cuz i feel so broke!!! and Parrot is not saving my pocket either cuz of her persuasion saying that the dress is very nice! i didnt buy on impulse but after much consideration. Im supposed to be saving for big event...

SANDRA LIM... WAKE UP!!! (after CNY, i will start saving, i promised!)

but still, the first 146 wasnt quite welcomed by Dr Loke!!! Bashed him for saying it's a normal dress ("cuz it's the kind of pattern i like'' - quoted from Dr Loke)!!

To Mr. Loke WY: No second glance for u even if u want!

31 Oct 83
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