Monday, March 13, 2006 10:39 PM
Once again, beginning to keep all the memories into the musical box that was beautifully given to me 4.5 years ago. Change is the only constant and everything must come to an end no matter which stage are u at already. Be it the beginning when u feel that the thrill has yet to begin or the end when it's a pity to have all ended, all things must end beautifully or tragically. It's the transition process that hurts but the wound will heal. Just have to believe in yourself. Life is not about living for somebody else, but loving others like you love yourself.
Friday, March 10, 2006 1:16 AM
Shouting at the top of her voice in the solitary cave, she only hears her echo reverberating. Nothing gets out of the cave and so nothing is heard from outsiders. Rain is falling on her as if it’s free of charge but she has no brolly to shelter her from drench. Shelter comes and go slightly slower than the speed of light. Before she can grasp a firm grip on the brolly, she has to give up to someone else whom she believes deserves more than her. Always living in the shadow of just anybody, there's no such thing as self which is always last in queue while those in front often fail to feel her presence, not even the soul. When the child in her is in possession, tenderness is seldom the greeting in return. Forming a layer of protection is what she probably needs and it probably indicates that she’s indulging deeper into a coma. Perhaps she had not done evough good deeds in her past life to deserve a sturdier and more durable brolly. The coma continues
Sunday, March 05, 2006 10:03 PM
Waking up in fear, realizing the past strong, independent and adaptable girl is no longer there. She's dead. A new soul has taken over her body. A soul who is fearful of loneliness, to be misunderstood, and over-giving has terrorized her. Question marks abound to what follows. A white knight is needed to revive the dead soul. Question is where and who is the white knight. Question remains unanswered till the end of time. Come What May.
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She wished she had remembered and said it earlier. She wished she had suggested earlier buying a puzzle so that she can work on it every weekend to kill time while watching some beautiful future being painted in the mean time. She wished she had better control her emotions to have it all end in a different light. She wished she had not read too much into every little details provided by her peers. She wished she had a better time leading the life of simple girl with simple wishes and simple thoughts. All these wishes have gone dead with the death of her soul.
Saturday, March 04, 2006 10:13 PM
HATE TO FEEL DISAPPOINTED ON TOP OF ACCIDENTALLY DELETING THE POST TWICE IN A NITE... NOT GG TO UPDATE ANYMORE
Thursday, March 02, 2006 12:05 AM
ssshhheeessshhhhh.... it's mArch!!! Get ya butt cracking!!! *spank Sand's butt*
decided on something major today... once decided i shall be unwavered, untouched, unmoveable.. watever.. just make the best out of the situation... some things just cant be forced, let nature takes its course.. i've grown up a little again!