Happy Birthday, Prince!


Never Let You Go - Janice Wei Lan

the rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, i feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
my heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hole you left the mark all that i dreamed of now it seems so stark
tho i told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
i would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
i would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, i'd never let you go

the way, you left me on the train
i don't know what to say i remember everything on that day
i can't believe we'd never dance
i just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance
tho i told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
i would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
i would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, i'd never let you go


i wish i had not called...........


taken for granted!!!!!!!!
unhappy leave day!!!!!!!!!!
IRRESPONSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SPOILT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANGRYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





never am i gonna try another brand of contact lens nor am i gonna accept a free trial pair from another contact lens brand/design of the same brand! something bad is bound to happen each time it happens; or am i destined not to be cheapo?? watever!

changed to a new trial pair of biomedics which is supposedly higher water content and more comfortable than my usual Biomedics 38. Prior to this, i tried several other brands selectively. But this time as it is from the same brand so i suppose it wont differ much from my 38. BUT, i had problem taking out my lens just now while bathing! goodness, i tried 45min in the bathroom and even borrowed my mum's hands to take it out but still failed! eventually it came out and i was super relieved!

why i selectively wear contact lens - cuz my eyeballs are quite small compared to normal person. and not all kinds of lens will fit. Biomedics 38 is the only one that can fit me nicely and comfortably and so have sticked with it since 6 years ago. And i really believe that it is THE ONE!


so racism still exist in a modern society. maybe wat i encountered today wasnt really a racism but something like a respect for the "upper class"

visited Parkway Shenton @ ORQ in the afternoon to get some medicine for my sinus. Q was abit messy cuz many interceptions for patients who visited in the morning and couldnt wait so they came back in the afternoon. so the attendant slotted their patient cards in the Q. Upon registration, i was told i had 4 patients ahead of me so i wouldnt expect so long that it's worht my time to go back office and work for another 15min and then get called to say it's my turn soon. So i decided to stay! THEN, the slotting came in. OK, that's understandable, some clinics did that for me before. However, the q got so long that 4 patients became 7 patients ahead of me. What's worst, a lady attendant at the counter apologized BUT only to the ANG MOHS!!!! Any chinese along the way transparent to her!!!! Damn it! We are also your patients and my company is paying you for the consultation fees and you showed favourtisim!!!! Maybe my company pay u at discounted rate?!? Do the ang mohs pay you more??? Despite me going up to the counter THRICE to check on the number of patients ahead of me, i STILL dun get an apology. Yet when it's my turn and i walked in, she immediately apologized to an ang moh "very sorry about the long queue. the next turn is you." when i only got "it's your turn now". WTH!

so the taller foreigners appear to be more respectable just because they are minority and deemed better quality and deserve better service? a professional person in the service industry treats all customers equally! Be professional, madam favouritism!


how much does time cost? can i buy yours?

im too tired to think anymore. turning in now






major x-roads ahead me! doubt anyone can solve for me.

anyway!!! anyone been to vietnam??? and wanna share itinerary with me???


trust me!!! it's an utter crazy day!!!! not many know abt this and i really cant believe all that are happening in a short span of 24hrs!!! i have to pinch myself to confirm i am not dreaming!
limited as to what i can disclose but im really in a x-road now!

okkk.. my laptop crashed!!! am i cursed with all digital appliances lately?? my office laptop crashed today without giving a sign! or is it already giving a sign. IT dept says it's gonna take at least half a day to retrieve data and they say TRY only. So let them resuscitate my laptop bah. There's nothing much i can do in office without a laptop so i declare off day tmr! haha couldnt find my boss at 5plus to inform him. wonder if he will be in distraught after hearing the possibility of losing all working papers. hahaha.. no la... i tink IT will do their best!
already having crazy thoughts .... if my files cannot be retrieved....... lol

okkkk had crab at melben tonight and dame cheap! 200 bucks for 4 crabs and 5 dishes! a treat to my buddy and my team members for being there during the toughest days and when the going gets tough, they get tougher too! really thanks to them for the support! so even tho im quite broke this month, i will still treat! dunno when is the next date when everyone can make it.

okkkk.. time to sleep and get ready! ssshhhhh

31 Oct 83
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