can seldom blog so frequently lately.. cuz im on mc mah.. it's Fri and i gotta stay at home.. shudnt grumble too much cuz it's still not too bad to be able to slack at home..
reading my advanced prep from home.. courtesy of jess's help to send me the files. at least im doing something useful la... rather than to laze ard and do nothing and help babysit my cousin.. EY clique is having dinenr tonight and most prob will be joining them..i cant reallie talk but will sit there and listen.. worst come to worst write on notebook lor.. wont be tat bad la
still thinking of an appropriate name for our EY clique.. FTB (Fu Tou Bang) is not appropriate cuz there are some from the Indian dance and others... headache ar.. to think of a name that is cool and rep all of us.. need to seek help from the rest le...
oh a small part of my stitch came off after my lunch.. it's hard and slightly black in colour.. yeeekss...
gonna continue with my hoola hoop le... can i break my record of 30min?? hahaa
September is coming to an end but i have to end it in pain - heart pain and mouth pain. Heart pain cuz i have to pay $450 for extracting 2 wisdom teeth out!! And so that explains the mouth pain. have been biting the gauze for one whole day and when will it stop???!!! Lao Tian pls help me... desperate liao. Given mc til 4 oct which is next tues but having training starting mon and tats when everyone can gather together for fun, wouldnt wan to miss tat. Sooo... my aim for this weekend is to recover by SUNDAY .. will make it a point to stay at home.. err.. i think no choice la.. no matter what still have to.. go out already also cannot eat anything.. i am deprived of food!!! plain porridge for goodness sake is not food lor.. they are just the sustenance when you are unwell.. but still appreciate that i still get to eat porridge.. given my usual huge appetite, porridge is of cuz not enough lar.. sure gona loose weight again.. sobs... so many food running thru my mind now..
prata, french fries, ice cream, pasta, Gelare waffle, Coffee Club Muddy mudpie, roasted chicken rice from the hawker near my hse, stingray, bbq sotong and lala from chomp chomp, Chai Chee Bak Chor Mee and strawberry grape juice.. urgh.. a long list of all the forbidden food... nvm.. i must be strong!!!
let me describe my tooth extraction/ operation... Operation is for lower tooth, extraction is for upper.. dun ask me wads the difference cuz dentist only told me that lower tooth is generally more tedious.. maybe tats y it's given a more intimidating name. and for real i was intimidated when i was told last night to undergo operation.. was so worried cuz nvr been for any operation before and have heard of so many horrible stories abt the pain and stuffs.. how can i not be worried?? anyway the fearful moment is over. the dentist was good looking leh.. haa.. at least he looks hip with that curly hair and smiley face. Anyway will be seeing him again for my next extraction in march for my lower right wisdom tooth... haha nus may consider recruiting dental and medical students with above average looks.. hehe.. these are the ones with the brains and the looks.. haha.. at least it's for the benefit of all patients.. *bleh*
looks abit gross
anyway i could feel the drilling, stitching, pressure but just couldnt feel that the teeth are out. This Dr Seah must be damn good. haha
to think that my mummy can still made fun of me and turn my plight into a learning lesson for my cousin.. kudos to her.. she actually told my cousin that policemen extracted my tooth bcuz i am naughty, so if my cousin dun wan to get tooth extracted he had better behave himself. BEST lar!! elders always like to bluff the kids.still can rem my mummy always say if u dun finish your food, your future husband will have lotsa pimples, i am still anticipating...
anyway time to stop le.. this post is getting longer.. hopefully u are not bored.. haaa
Hmmm... something's not right with me today... Y Y Y?? beats me either... no one offended me but i still feel vexed up... not pms for sure! grrrr... i wan to fa xie!!!
BUT.. fa xie will only affect the people ard me.. shall resort to spending since gotten pay in sat...
anyway my dekstop got resuscitated le. after few days of net-less i finally get to stay connected with frenz last nite but at the expense of the loss of all my precious files.. my photos and my personal collections. Surprisingly this time round i am more calm and didnt tear over the possible loss of them.. hmmm.. could it be the effect of yoga that builds up ones' patience and temper? beats me... but gotta learn to grow up la...
all thanks to WW for offerring to help revive my data and helping me find out the sources for data retrieval and YY for sending me to sim lim for servicing. It will cost few hundreds to retrieve my precious moments, not quite rational to do so... decided to ebar the pain and reformat it... click with a button and everything is gone.. Bye Bye!!
Led a very activity-less weekend except for the live performance at Taos Restaurant on sat evening.. if not for my darling, i dun think i can enjoy that much lor cuz she;s the one who brought me there... the food wasnt that bad, small portion but 7 courses and with the alfresco ambience and live performance by Echo Music, i think my money spent is worthwhile. But then gotta fly Dar's aeroplane... felt v sorry abt it.
OH how can i ever forget my FRI nite... TGIF!!! haha... had bonding session with my FTB again. Will never get sick of them. Instead will miss them if im ever not with them for any activities.. dats y i dun wanna take mc and dun wanna visit dentist for my wisdom tooth cuz i dun wanna take mc... dar said i very stupid but i reallie enjoy it.. can anyone feel the same way? doubt so, except for FTB ppl... 3 cheers for FTB!!! haaaa... im going nuts manx. Dinner was at coffee club. Dint know they serve excellent pasta esp their baked pasta.. err.. forgot name le.. will show the photo when i get it.. muddy mud pie!!! my fav!!! was up for desserts.. but somehow i still prefer the mudpie from Taka Coffee Club.. too used to eating there le perhaps.. subsequently, we chilled out at Indochine for some light cocktails and played 7-up tat landed veron with swollen ears. all thanks to kev manx... luckily my brain was quick enough to escape from it.. hehe
Indochine had to close for the day and we were 'driven out' . Next destination was set at YY's house. haha.. we made visiting at 1plus am... how "appropriate" haha... thanx to ZX, YY, ZL, SZ and the rest who went to buy supper to satisfy our empty stomachs. N i took 2 and 1/4 of soya beancurd on fri alone! it's my fav again so no complaints.. keke... lost $3.70 at mahjong table but thanx to the host to pay.. felt bad cuz was only joking with him... we left at 6am and i gotta sneaked into hse so that my mum wont be awoken and gave me that grouchy face. Even tho i will listen to her nagging the next day morning, it will be to a lesser extent... Haha... have been out for 4 consecutive fridays and they were all enjoyable. Do not wan this to end. if only ppl ard me stay the same as present and into the future... if only... im still bearing hopes... 希望在人间
will definitely miss them when im in china ... and whenever i cant join them
Just returned from sgx after some delivery and found 2 bucks on the floor while on my way back to office. grr.... the delivery was so tedious.. me n jess gotta carry 2 boxes to sgx and darn.. 2 gals have to do this.. Y? cuz the guys in the office are not available... i suggested taking cab and kudos to my smart move, no need to walk under the sun with frequent stopovers to rest our hands.. haha :p
finally it's pay time.. think they gonna be gone in a few days.. gotta give mummy, pay bills and loan and buy pressies... sigh... i need more $$$... time to pamper myself? dun really fancy anything now... some emotional support will be more appropriate...
err.. long post this time... but i like it... bleh...
*praying that rest of my day will be a blessed one, same thing for all my dearies*
Haven been blogging for a long time. Have been too busy with office.... colleagues outing.. haa.. yah right.. has been quite free in office lately tho my work is slowly strolling in. And i wont be flying until after my training in oct.. haaa... thank goodness!!! But dun let me fly on my birthday manx!!! Busy with my colleagues.. yeah manz!!! Had a group of wonderful colleagues who are super onz, super game for excitement and fun. We have been hanging out together everyday during lunch and TGIF. What are the chances of having such a united and fun group and what are the chances of us having the time to have fun in the future??? Really cherish this time though it means i often have to go home in the wee hours of morning and wake up early for tuition the next morning. Feel that it's all worth it. Latest was the lantern outing at boat quay on fri. We carried Forever Friends lantern from OB to Boat Quay and settled down by the river to play games, drink and had lotsa fun!!! Whats more happening is the ktv session which was unplanned for and we all decided to go ktv at 1130 pm. All the way till 3am then we started to stroll home.
But then it's payback time for my body. Fallen sick now and my wisdom toothis giving me lotsa problem. Have been feeling the pain and swollen gum for the past three days and think it's gonna be full blown after all the late nights and heaty food i have taken. Even ate deep fried you tiao yesterday at chomp chomp depsite knowing that it will cause me sick the next day. Still wondering if that deep fried you tiao was worth it anot. Think im being too considerate for others already at the expense of my pain.
Skipped yoga this morning cuz couldnt get out of bed on time and felt so weak. Darn i hope im not suffering from dengue cuz of the recent dengue fervour.. Feverish, aching bones, sore throat.. oh gosh... i had better drink more water.
WTH!!!! my lens broke again!!! It's the second pair in this week le!!!! Grrrr.... just so pissed off with my eyes or rather my hands for failing to take good care of my lens. SHITTY hands!!! Now in office with only one eye capable of doing work.. in fact im not doing work at all... but have to stare into the screen for the rest of the day with only one eye is too tiring for my left eye to take it. Gosh... wonder how i am gonna walk home later... shall be a good citizen and not jaywalk for today!!!
There's no such thing as trust, true friendships and even purity. No matter how long a friendship is, it will still be subjected to betrayal and unfaithfulness. For the sake of greed, personal benefits and other selfish factors, any relationship is vulnerable to pain by even the closest ones and that includes your family. There may be too many of these stories on tv serials but I chose not to believe that such things can happen in life. I am escaping! But reality is cruel as a matter of fact!It's time I face the reality. But I am still unable to fully commit my trust to the people around me. I will not want to subject myself to similar betrayal. I only want self-protection. There's only one person in this world you can believe in - YOURSELF! However the saddest thing is that I don't even understand myself to begin with. How else can i believe that I can protect myself? How I wish things can remain status quo even till we grow old. How I wish that my friends will remain as pure and sincere as at present moment. I do not wish to see the cruel and heartless side of human nature. I hate to see the greedy side of earthlings. I do not want to be made use of and end up regretting for over-trusting my friends and people around me. How I wish there is a 'Code for the Heart' kind of statute to rule the humans in terms of handling the intricate side of emotions and relationships.
I continue to pray...