Saturday, January 26, 2008 4:47 PM
the star-shaped glass bottle has finally shattered into tiny pieces on that fateful day.
the tiny bits pierced thru my ear and my heart with the sharp uneasiness.
there doesnt seem i can do anything to change things. it's my fault afterall. perhaps i have pushed to the limit and no point regretting it now.
Friday, January 25, 2008 3:13 PM
in case some ppl may thought i have vanished into thin air and join the means-testing samples in hospitals.. i am still ard at pig sty! would really wish i am admitted to hospital at least i will feel...........
a sick person gets very emo easily yet this sick person dun get what she wished for.....
she is really at wits ends... pondering on the W-H-Y, H-O-W and S-H-O-U-L-D-I questions.....
i need a clue.... not an invisible hand to tie me to the dead spot.....
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 12:13 AM
some stupid thoughts but i believe they will go away very soon :P
they must go away no matter wat cuz there's no way the tots can be realized in real life
2 months ago i escaped to Bintan... those were the very dark days which have turn brighter now and i hope the glow continues forever.. thanks mae for continuously keeping me company for 4 days without even asking the question "why"... really appreciate your companion and your understanding my need to evade from reality.. mushy huh.. but really thank you!!!
good scenery and good food never fail to lit a smile on me =)
92 pics in 2days *faint* while i am in lousy mood somemore... it's mae laaaaa
Sunday, January 13, 2008 10:10 PM
hmmm.. the entire week has been rather fruitful.. learnt new things and got my hands on some projects... though i think i haven been very productive cuz of the interactive msn!!! first time resisted myself from onlin-ing when i have available network. haahhahaa.. okk i am progressing! oh well... will be gg HK this coming wk. Date not confirm yet but i do hope is Sun or Mon instead of Fri or following Mon cuz Jay's concert is on SAT!!! i am really praying very very very hard that the plan is to fly in on Sun and not FRI!!! plsssssssssss...... i really wan to watch the concert!!! esp when dear is going toooo!!!!!!!! plsssssssssssssssssssssss
parrot is finally back! thanks for helping with coach and butterfingers..
school is starting for the nus ppl tho ntu ppl have started one week. all the best to all who are having final sem now! fyp/thesis is tough but the pain will be over very very soon in a blink of eye!
and thanks mae for taking one whole afternoon to upload pics! love ya =)
Saturday, January 05, 2008 11:27 PM
it's the 1st weekend of 2008 but i spent it working! at least the 1st sat is working, leaving Sunday for myself, without work. it sort of wrapped up in a balanced way. but the work days are kinda stress without work allocated. tat sounds ironic doesnt it. generally find the new team very competent, in fact, over competent for a peer at the same rank. well, i am new and of cuz i am impressed with ppl who have stayed there for 1-2 years and definitely picked up loads more than a greenman like me. director mentioned that many jobs are in the pipeline and most likely everyone will be loaded with 3 or even 4 jobs during these 3 mths which is supposedly the peak here (it's the same as aabs btw). i have never been double-booked on jobs for the past 2.5yrs and now i face the likelihood of having 3 is making my nerves tighten much more!
challenges set me forward! so i shall hang on to the mentality!
my believe is getting stronger and i am finding my focal point!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 12:32 AM
yooohoooo!!! it's the new year!!!!! 2007 is past and kept in archive! embraces 2008 with hopes, love, beautiful surprises, and happiness!! to all my dear frenz... may the year be a prosperous one for u! more importantly stay happy and healthy!