call me the cat but i will not kill myself to seek answer to curiosity. it takes time to heal and will be there when u r ready to talk.

it's emo time as i begin counting down to my LD. there will b a total change of environment and working style. i look forward to the shorter working hours as promised yet i miss ever bustling RP, beautiful sea-view in ORQ and the lovely people in there. I miss how we get the G sign, i miss how we toll thru late nights in office, i miss the fun of gathering ppl for friday outings. i miss seeing familiar faces in ofc and make me feel so welcomed and happy. ok.. this is getting too emo. and somehow wishes no one will b in ofc on my LD simply because it can get unmanageable when meeting ppl you know who you are. there arent many left anyway.

if you can feel... i am praying very hard for you tonight. may you be blessed tmr.


part of me really wish the training to end early or rather part of me wish to leave my table for another one where i don'thave to face SOMEONE!!

1. Is it my fault that there's not much space left? - Hello, how are YOU affected when YOU are sitting at one end of the table and occupying such a BIG space becuase of your mass??!! i didnt even utter a single thing when i have to make space for KL. what right do u have to complain YOU have NO SPACE??? blame it on your size 18 lah!!!

2. Am i supposed to apologize for giving up the last seat to someone else instead of YOUR fren??? Get the facts right, MR, i know nuts about the extra seat and must YOU keep harping on it??!! BE A MAN!!!

3. Do YOU have any right to comment on why is it wrong for me to resign??!! It's MY own happiness and that is none of YOUR BUSINESS so please SHUT UP!!! If YOU meant it jokingly, mean it that way!!! Upgrade your communication skills please!!!

4. What were YOU doing last week when we girls took turns to present and YOU kept quiet in YOUR corner pretending YOU are not part of the team and sulking over the lost seat???!!!!

5. What were YOU doing when KL presented continuously in one day and frequently on subsequent days???!!!! And now YOU have the guts to say that "I refuse to present and it's none of my business if the entire team get scolded!!!" WTH!!!!! What were your girls doing when we took turn to present?!?!?!!!!!!! Playing game is part of training package but they also hardly present and i dare say that we participated more than them!!! If you think by presenting half a day is noble act, KL is Majesty!!! WAKE UP and GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT, BOY!!!!

6. Do YOU even have the decency to realise that you can talk incessantly and YOUR voice is irritating!!!!!! Can YOU talk at the appropriate time and stop thinking that YOU always have the best solution!!!!!

INSENSIBLE, CHILDISH and PETTY!!!! and if you think i am talking about a girl, i beg to differ that it's a MALE!!! a MALE who needs to pick up more soft skills than to think so highly of himself technically!!!! Learn how to engage team members in a discussion and not mumble at one end and insinuating at other people hoping they catch the idea!!! RUBBISH!!!


sand has finally taken the first step to make a change in her life. alot more steps remain. she felt a sense of excitement and motivation when carrying out the decision amidst uncertainty. yet she is looking forward to the coming stage of life yet maintaing the friendship she has built over the past 2 years.

turbulence describes her life now. she has many wishes and hope they come true soon. she looks forward to 6th December. she hopes things will clear. she yearns for the right answer. she prays for her species to be fine and strong. she wants everyone to be happy. she prays for someone to be strong and capable.


memories.....




can't some guys act more manly, more generously, more understanding, less petty, less male chauvinistic and less selfish??? he is not the ultimate i've met.


Officially announce the first Parrots-Mousey Club general meeting!

Looks like it's time for all dust to settle. Praying hard that all things go well for everyone. Hope that YY is coping well with the loss too. There's an end to everything. Take things at own stride and see all in their natural course. Life will probably be more enlightening. Be strong pal!

So many pics outstanding!!!
1. Bday celebration @ Sentosa with HnF
2. Bintan photos from mae
3. 16th Nov outing pics
4. DnD pics from edwin, jeffrey, xiao qing, mouse... these are the ppl i rem not seeing their pics in my EY Moulin Rouge folder


Picture Personality (Facebook Application)

Temperament
Flexible
Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Interests
Thrill Seeker
You are interested in anything that is exciting and pleasurable. You're not afraid to indulge yourself - you live by your own set of rules and don't allow yourself to get hung on what others think. For the most part, you are independent and do whatever you please to do. Trying to stop you from doing something only makes you want it even more. At the end of the day - you live for life's most thrilling moments.

Amusement
Adventurous
It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion
Physical
You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

This song is ringing in my head at the wrong time for the wrong reason. how ironic... used to oppose all the time... truly understand mouse and probably betty tooo... will only be fine when one song is completed nicely

Before and after!!!

31 Oct 83
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