very unglam to tear in office. i cant stand holding on to the final half episode in the midst of free time. ey ppl please pretend u have not seen this at all. see no evil





gone gone gone my dec long break is ripped into severe pieces!!!! no more holidays after this coming wk's. from a healthy angle, i get to save $$$. from the not-so-healthy perspective, i will have no break till April 2007!!! GRRRRR8! god bless me the vibe n consistency to carry on! lets try to make a record - no mc, no leave, no nothing from Jan-Mar 07. no prizes, cuz not a bet!

anyway resisted watching the final half of the show 1 Litre of Tears. Fear of uncontrollable me.


a song tat always activates the tearline










swollen eyelid :( it's sth in the eyelid and only at near the end of the lid. something that the folks say "mak zan"??? i nvr see anything nottie leh... or is it plain heatiness cuz of the indonesian food i ate for fri dinner. gallons of water, here i come!


人=吃饭+睡觉+上班+玩,
猪=吃饭+ 睡觉,
代入 (substitute):人=猪+上班+玩,
即 (equals):人-玩=猪+上班.
结论:不懂玩的人=会上班的猪

男人=吃饭+ 睡觉+挣钱
猪=吃饭+ 睡觉
男人=猪+挣钱
猪=男人-挣钱
所以男人不挣钱等于猪。

女人=吃饭+ 睡觉+花钱。
猪 =吃饭+ 睡觉。
代入上式得：女人=猪+花钱。
移项得：女人-花钱=猪。
结论：女人不花钱的都是猪。

综上：男人为了让女人不变成猪而挣钱！女人为了让男人不变成猪而花钱！


Pearl Jam - Last Kiss

[Chorus]
Oh where oh where can my baby be
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world

We were out on a date in my daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road straight up ahead
A car was stalled the engine was dead
I couldn't stop so I swerved to the right
I'll never forget the sound that night
The screaming tires the busting glass
The painful scream that I heard last

[Chorus]

When I woke up the rain was pouring down
There were people standing all around
Something warm flowing through my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head she looked at me and said
Hold me darling just a little while
I held her close I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew i have missed
Well now she's gone even though I hold her tight
I lost my love my life that night

[Chorus]

Woh
Ohh

sad lyrics in light tune... the tune makes me happy without fail...
an all time personal fav up for sharing

a familiar sight again. i love this

yest bagged home an adidas cap @ 5 bucks only and an adidas tank top @ 25 bucks!!! from adidas sale of cuz!! shall not divulge too much on the details cuz we did something very very wrong while..........





wonders at time im selfish and have sort attention span. im bad at understanding and bad at communication. well im bad at everything cuz i know only a little of everything or not even at all. crawling back to the 4 walls within me. many say i dun behave like an only child. how true is that? im still spoilt to a certain extent, the emotional part and not the physcial part. dun throw tantrums anytime i like, i hide them till im alone. but i have high demands n jealousy. PMS thats y im rambling?? most likely not... it's in me long enough.


just wat does "wazz up?" mean to u? a simple reply, a simple question, trying to be funny or even hostility? for different ppl, there's varying feeling towards the phrase. it's always between hostility and simple innocent reply. hostility puts me off and no further qns follow. sensitive me?? perhaps not... it's a gut feeling.


back to my piggy days whereby sleeping at early twelve-ish instead of the usual one am. well attribute to several factors. no one to talk to at night. currently in e being-ignored process. no energy to chat on msn too. furthermore was very tired after work. stuck in Changi this wk but i like! haha.. in terms of the lunch part.. different eating place every wk. supposed to be a you qing ke chuan only but also quite busy and shag. i would say tedious n not so difficult. trying to help them finish everything by this week where possible if not they will have alot to do during finals. all in all, im tired and feeling bad mood. bad mood depends on who i meet and where i am. some ppl just piss me off everyday. cant wait for my hols to come quick quick quick!

chilly tonight. hope everyone takes good care during the cooling season and dun fall sick.

*silent prayers*



been the 2nd consecutive weekend im out thru'out n my room is only a hotel to me.

sat was out with miao n ad. had tea at Royal Copahagen, eating scones, honey dates pudding is nice tho ad said australia is nicer! welll... shall wait till the time to visti aussie! that's like pre-dinner starters haha cuz we had a movie at 7 so just grabbed some bites before the show. den headed to MS for The Prestige! woohooo... intelligent show that sets people thinking abt the plot n how things evolve. not that the story nvr tell but it's subtle and sets ppl thinking abt the possibilities... overall good show! then ad picked us up (she didnt join the movie). woohooo!! convertible!!! cool.. love the red leather seats!!! HOTTTTTTiEEEEE nice car with potential yet to b fully developed. so happy for her! :)

supper time and we headed to Mr. Bean at Prinsep place. not those beancurd dao huey. and the service SUXXXXXXXX big time!!!! yet they charges 10% svc charge... yet there are customers 24hrs.. simply cuz sporeans are limited by night activities places and hence they zhuan dao lo! besides the chicken chop everything was so so only. Prawn aglio e olio smells sour at first and penne wasnt too well done. mussels were ok... gravy was just alrite taste, nothing fantastic abt it.
then came a bomb!!! nearly fainted by the japanese visit! it was miao's colleague and he rattled on and on the moment he sat down, he couldnt stop talking for 5 seconds which means he is talking most of the time in fact the entire night for close to 1.5hrs?! he dropped by cuz he lived nearby! and it was indeed so near that we can hardly stopped him from visiting! well.. he is entertaining afterall, puasa became pussy.. LOL his accent in english made me kinda hard of hearing. half way thru he lost me.. so sorry abt tat. den came the "ginseng" who is oso miao's colleague his features are prettier than a ger's and his double eyelid is so deep and even that one could hardly miss it. ah beng look with some sylvester sim resemblance haha... at first i tot he is a malay until i recalled his chinese name tat sounds like ginseng.. ooopsss

whilst the jap guy rattles on n on, a proposal was going on behind his back! hahaha.. no la.. not his gf being snatched away but another couple behind our table. guessed it's the ger's bday and the guy kneeled down with limited space (cuz the jap guy took up kinda big space haha) and proposed! i saw it! nothing fantastic cuz no flowers but there was ring.. 3 somemore! my guess is that he anyhow whacked 3 different sizes hoping that one of them bingo! well... it wasnt exactly a wise choice to propose at Mr. Bean lor!! with the noisy, crowded, limited space environment, no ambience. But then that could b a memorable place for them. Well, they are getting married eventually, so a happy occassion for them, tho i dunno them haha

and the jap guy still rattled on n on n on... until abt 12-ish and a chance for us to interrupt and say "we are going home"! phew.... if not we can nvr get out of the 24hr cafe lor! the truth is we didnt go home but to Jewel Box. hehehe hor-lan along the way with open-top convertible.. cool! but i was so stressed that i dint enjoy cuz im supposed to guide... but thank goodness the hor-lan was a short one and managed to salvage hee

Visited The Altivo Bar to drink. kinda hot there cuz not windy last night. not too bad for xmas dinner there! haha.. think i might visit there for xmas! heeee
thanks to shan who sacrificed sleep to guide ad. thoughtful n sweet bf. only managed to sleep at 4-ish and woke up at 10-ish to go vivo shop! see my room is a hotel room!

satisfied today tho feeling tired cuz i bought 3 pairs of shoeS!!!! heeee.. kinda ridiculous but i hardly find shoes that i like and can fit especially black shoes that dunch look ah ma-ish on my feet. so i would rather be labelled horrid spender than to miss the buys. i dunch always do that btw! tired now.. weekend is over n back to job tmr and a rather shit one not expecting to knock off early this week unlike the past 2 weeks!!!

slight problem with my toopid camera cuz photos i took were stored in the camera n not the memory card n i cant open the cover of the usb port in e camera, now i cant transfer photos. Dr. Loke, u must help me with this! only u know how to :)

You are Judgement

Happiness, Content, Joy.

Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward.

With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

gotta stay home to eat grass more often for the coming 1.5mths oredi!!!!
record breaking for my credit card bill this month...
did my budgeting for nov pay and im left with barely a hundred... sighhhhhh how to survive in the lovely dec.... esp when im on 2 wks leave and travelling seems highly possible then... *fainted, urgent resusciation needed*
will ey b kind enuff to release pay day earlier for festive season's sake? pleeezzzzzz

10 Things Happy Couples Do by Mark Goulston, M.D.

Happy couples know that the real relationship begins when the honeymoon isover. They know that unless you maintain the garden of love, its beautywill wither and die. In a recent column, you discovered the 10 relationshipmistakes to avoid. Now discover the 10 things that happy couples do:

1. Go to bed at the same time.Remember the beginning of your relationship, when you couldn't wait to go to bed with each other to makelove? Happy couples resist the temptation to go to bed at different times.They go to bed at the same time, even if one partner wakes up later to dothings while their partner sleeps.

2. Cultivate common interests.After the passion settles down, it's common to realize that you have few interests in common. But don't minimize theimportance of activities you can do together that you both enjoy. Ifcommon interests are not present, happy couples develop them. At the sametime, be sure to cultivate interests of your own; this will make you moreinteresting to your mate and prevent you from appearing too dependent.

3. Walk hand in hand or side by side.Rather than one partner lagging or dragging behind the other, happy couples walk comfortably hand in hand orside by side. They know it's more important to be with their partner thanto see the sights along the way.

4. Make trust and forgiveness your default mode.If and when they have a disagreement or argument, and if they can't resolve it, happy couplesdefault to trusting and forgiving rather than distrusting and begrudging.

5. Focus more on what your partner does right than what he or she does wrong.If you look for things your partner does wrong, you can always findsomething. If you look for what he or she does right, you can always findsomething, too. It all depends on what you want to look for. Happy couplesaccentuate the positive.

6. Hug each other as soon as you see each other after work.Our skin has a memory of "good touch" (loved), "bad touch" (abused) and "no touch"(neglected). Couples who say hello with a hug keep their skin bathed inthe "good touch," which can inoculate your spirit against anonymity in the world.

7. Say "I love you" and "Have a good day" every morning.This is a great way to buy some patience and tolerance as each partner sets out each dayto battle traffic jams, long lines and other annoyances.

8. Say "Good night" every night, regardless of how you feel.This tells your partner that, regardless of how upset you are with him or her, youstill want to be in the relationship. It says that what you and yourpartner have is bigger than any single upsetting incident.

9. Do a "weather" check during the day.Call your partner at home or at work to see how his or her day is going. This is a great way to adjustexpectations so that you're more in sync when you connect after work. Forinstance, if your partner is having an awful day, it might be unreasonableto expect him or her to be enthusiastic about something good that happened to you.

10. Be proud to be seen with your partner.Happy couples are pleased to beseen together and are often in some kind of affectionate contact -- handon hand or hand on shoulder or knee or back of neck. They are not showingoff but rather just saying that they belong with each other.

Even if these actions don't come naturally, happy couples stick with themuntil they do become a part of their relationship. They know that it takes30 days for a change in behavior to become a habit, and a minimum of sixmonths for a habit to become a way of life and love.

so dumb!!!! offer ends when the brochure is sent out!!!!
keeping my fingers crossed regarding the deal! dun wanna waste my leave in spore!
super gian to go!!!

played table tennis with client today hahahaah... simple play only... nothing great. but the urge to work out is stirred after that 30min game. balek kampong at 445 today.. shiooook!! =P

it's fri tmr!!! means weekend is coming .. means small cold is flying soon! sigh... everyone is flying.. cant wait for my turn in fifteen days.....


counting down.... 16 days!

*prays tat the weather then will b sunny n cheerful* wouldnt mind sacrificing my complexion for the sun!

wondering if tmr's table tennis deal with client is still on.. miss playing table tennis.. not tat im superb good but at least i developed an interest years ago and went further than a hobby...

aiya missing so many thigns...
miss going china..
miss ballroom dancing...
miss table tennis...
and miss Dar... errr .. anti-climax...

*shuddup*



pic says all... where i wish i wanna be...


a peep at my dance teacher.. not wong li lin tho :) she's much prettier in person. photo dint flatter her
http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/wassup/interviews/view/751/1/.html


some little wishes before going to bed...

- Dar's exams will b smooth sailing one thru'out, same for everyone who r hitting the books during this exam period
- work will b smooth for rest of week
- stay happy

lastly...
counting down to...

17 days more!


officially single for Nov 2006!
officially a part time les for Nov 2006!
Takers??









been there, done that!
once an experience will b history from then!
glad to have tried it :)

one lesson learnt:
whether u like it or not, u enjoy it or not, be the best in watever you do. once set, the mind has to charge forward :)


hate to be neglected and ditched aside :(
but i shall not make noise abt it cuz there's nothing i can do abt it :(


suddenly the weekend is bustling with activities and so packed! in e midst of work somemore.. shall enjoy my deserved weekend first hehe i have motivation oredi!

chanced upon Jewel Box advert on papers and they having snowfall!!!
http://www.mountfaber.com.sg/promo-winter.htm

Dinner in e midst of fake snow is not too bad too... But from the pics seem like the snow flakes are pathetic.. hmmm.. menu for Winter Flavours, Nightly Dinner and WInter NIght Sizzle looks not bad.. escargots, BBQ yummies and cod fish and casesar salad...G! taste then will know

Dr Loke wont b ard for xmas again :(

ooo my latest addition in my bloggie is a mp3 player. can play alot of songs, not only the Daniel Chan's that u can hear for the first one. btw that's one of my all-time fav. will upload more when have time.


seems like my birthday luck has zapped up all my energy for november. nov seems dull.. nothing to look forward to, at least nothing for this weekend except for sat!! cant wait manz... stuck in woodlands as ulu as u can imagine. head spinning everytime cab drivers go up the spiral multi storey carpark! without fail every cabbie will moan at the spinning all the way to the top! well 2 weeks pass very quickly. 1 wk is gone and sigh... can hardly find anyone to bitch with, not happy oso have kepp to myself, complaints also have to eat into my stomach. simply bcuz no one is free. dun like to impose others so everything i accept. last wk is so much better... maybe it's the birthday luck! really find it so important to have some motivation for every week, if not find it hard to survive happily. next week... dunch think there's any thing to motivate me! *sob*

went to Brewerkz just now. drink again. food quite sucky, beer rather smooth. mussels were the only worthy, cheese sticks are not cheesy (i tasted quite bitter perhaps cuz i drank beer before eating), BBQ chicken breasts were served instead of thighs. food went wrong but the crowd didnt. had good luff and now 3 unsightly "thing" popped out GROSSED!!! im so tired... bye bye


haiyooo will 2007 be such a bad year as the forecast from fortune-tellers predicted!? pigs fan tai sui in 2007 so i must be more cautious?! in fact i shud be caution all the time but im always careless!! neraly lost my ez link card this morning but luckily found by the nice nice AO and small cold. anyway tats minor.. im more careless at work.

feeling so tired these few days! dun know wat happened. mayb fengshui in woodlands not as good? feel lazy and lost cuz no senior to lead. but help is coming tmr and i really hope is really help manx!

many are telling me option B while i go for option A. well it's not up to me to decide on taking A or B cuz it's still... like... got time to decide. Appreciate all the lovely ones giving me advice and opinions on the issue. option A may seem to be not in my favour and i know where u guys are coming from... let it be when the question comes!

adieus!


just read darling's blog and realise she had accident. sigh... last week wasnt a good wk on the road manx! both my darlings spoilt their cars. the blessing is that no one is injured!

tat reminds me. nearly got involved in an accident today! Dar's mum forgot to stepped on brake pedal while trying to reach out to backseat for something! Gosh... a brake in time saved the pocket!

see not a good week and glad that it has ended. a new week awaits and the days will shine!






got treated at Moonfish Pasta & Seafood Restaurant today by dear MH. Thanks to HSBC discount, didnt realise there's promo there until we stepped in and we got to try...



pleasant surprises...

1st got a pressie from someone. hehe a little gift for some appreciation. well time for me to get something back too! shall think abit harder...

2ndly, some ppl added to msn list. unexpectedly and so many in a day! glad to know more friends.

3rdly, lovely FTB-ers celebrated bday at AQH tonight and pleasantly cut the cake with Mouse on stage. Supposed to have 1 more baby i.e. YY but he couldnt make it. Maybe we will celebrate again when he returned 2 wks later?? well, tat was unexpected until a cake was presented on stage and there goes the surprise! soooo shocked la! dunno wat to do and it was full house.. utterly paiseh! imagine all eyes on u, scary! but it was a brilliant experience. cutting cake with mouse on stage.. machiam like cutting wedding cake... *diaoz* betty better not have any chance to read this but it was purely a buddy burdae cake!!! LOLZ

THANKS FTB-ERS!!! u guys are lovely!!! U painted my life with more brilliant, optimistic and lively colours! not exactly very healthy a lifestyle we are leading together but it's precisely what we did that bonded us stronger than the macromolecular structure in chemistry!! haha.. out of point! anyway arigato!

chipped my nails while bowling again! but think my aiming is straighter this time. eyes seldom shoot bird hehe

some wishes for frenzzz...
hope that some kind soul will return Mae's harry potters books cuz she left it in the cab (lesson learnt??)
for those outstations like sebbie n yy, have a safe trip and enjoy the experience. errr... wouldnt mind presents u know... *ahem* food oso not bad la.. but must be nice n exclusive from the country one k.. hehe


kinda feeling sad cuz last session for beginner dance class had ended tonight and it will be next jan when i go back to class. plan gotta postpone cuz of clashes in activities. wonder if i can still recall the steps but getting the hang of it already. not many other of my frenz know the dance so cant practice with anyone else.

abit moody tonight. past few nights have been too shagged, tonight is not spared either.
yawning oredi...
nightzzz

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