joined HnF co at Tanah Merah chalet on a Tuesday night for celebration (of cuz after my work when i have yet to begin my 3am 5am routine). SImple steamboat instead of buzzling BBQ cuz too troublesome. Somehow felt super tired that day, probably cuz of hunger when i reach there after a long journey from Buona Vista to Changi! Think i appeared with abit black face but turned fine after dinner hahaa... oH and i remember i was kinda panicky while walking from the
main entrance of the resort cuz the cab driver had dropped me of the guardhouse instead of driving into the chalets route. So i walked in alone in the dark with only 1-2 lampposts in the entire stretch of close to 200m. A man began walking very fast behind me and seems to be following me. Took out my hp and pretend talkin over the phone. After a while he diverted his route and i heaved a big relief. Ok i get over paranoid cuz of past experience.


currently at work and is super duper sleepy and hungry and tired that i simply do not have much energy left to use my brain cells to think of anything related to work. okkkk in other words, i just need food!!!!!! been working late for past few nights till wee hours like 2am and 330am. guess that's just the life of auditors.

mastered the art of sleeping while standing wef this morning! wooooohoooooo leaned against the glass in train and realized i have slept a long way from novena till i reach raffles station. a result of over-work? vesak day is D Day to zzzzzzzzzzzzz dun wish to go out anymore

supposed to be a good date today but.....
..... pms-ing = bad mood = internal control failure = misunderstanding

a cat we saw at pool side and scared of Aloy hahaaaa

at Sketches to celebrate Dar's results and maintaining his dean's list position. well done for all the bitching during exams n still scoring well .. grrrr so not fair!!!

sand wants to eat McDonald Happy Meal this weekend for breakfast!!!
cuz of Donkey.... hehehehe


I MISS MY ALFRED!!!!!!!! and my darling tooo hehehe

went bodycombat on sun and the instructor was super duper cute la!! haha he's darren..OH many darrens are cute tho... err except for the darren i know from PHS hahaaaa ooopsss PHS ppl pls shuddup k! anyway he looks kinda mixed-blood-ed and speaks with farnie chinese accent but very fluent in english during class. *start searching schedule for Darren*

anyway was at st james tiger live for post-peak chill-out session on friday. ermmm post-peak right but i dun seem to be in the category. Why does my peak seem to last forever???? that's besides the point. not many ppl turned up tho one of the first few ppl i saw is Mr Huat. More familiar faces at this chill out cuz switched dept and hence now more ppl but that doesnt spell very good things either. Knowing more seniors mean more vulnerable to toast mean more drinks mean more likely to get drunk. I wasnt drunk but had to down 1 tequila pop (courtesy of james), 2 tequila shots (1 from partner 1 from senior) and 1 beer (voluntarily cuz that's free flow for the night). Surprisingly i only felt high and not gone so that's alrite. Parrot and Han had a good time having fun on me and think accidentally a small tiny pc of my skin got peeled off during all the fighting and defending :( And some ppl got kinda high during the night and started pouting nonsense. None of what is said that night is true la. All for fun!!! Mae, we want pictures!!!





Finally got time to visit my blog. Been ages since I last return home at this hour on a normal working weekday, enjoying the comfort of lazing in my room. Work had piled over the weeks and the bell curve is nearing the bottom bell. Cant wait for june for reason #1, this shit job is ending and reason #2 im going on leave!! I must say this job is shit cuz of the client and the company’s messy operation and not the team. On the contrary team had been great though I see many people come and go over the past 3 months. Late hours are inevitable. Kinda used to it anyway.

Work aside. Been visiting the gym regularly, usually on weekends and also procrastinated on doing work over weekend cuz gotta clear other jobs mah. Hahaa.. but what will come, must happen. Perhaps its time to clear them all this weekend.. haizzz.. didn’t I say work aside.. hahaha I digress….

Okok what else ah.. OH!!! Finally booked Bangkok and Chiang Mai tickets!!! Going with mae and parrot. And talking about the tickets I am so dame pissed at myself. Booked 1-way trip to Bangkok via jetstar and wanted to fly back from Chiang Mai but jetstar doesn’t fly back from Chiang Mai. So the plan was to take train to Chiang Mai, stay for 3D2N and return Spore from Chiang Mai. In the end, it somehow cost about the same (about S$40 plus more ex) to fly from Chiang Mai to Bangkok and then return Spore from Bangkok. The alternative plan is to take train from Chiang Mai to Bangkok if really want to save money but that’s way toooo time consuming as the journey is overnight for about 15hours. So transiting at Bangkok sounds better and we can cut short one day’s trip, so the cost will somehow be the same. BUT, while booking the return ticket from Bangkok, I mistakenly booked the wrong date!!!!!!! I went to book 23rd May 2007!!!!! WTH!!! Dame dame pissed off by me, myself and I when I found out. Thinking that I found out immediately, I may get to change at no extra charge but I over-estimated jetstar’s customer service!!!! They rejected me and I paid about holy 75 bucks more to change tickets for 2 people!!!! End up very upset on a Sunday night. Not that I am stingy with the extra charge but why did I make such a stupid mistake!!!?!?!? Grrrrrr call me stupid, call me blur, call me sotong, call me muddlehead, I still have to fork out tat holy 75 bucks for the ridiculous mistake I made!!!! Someone please kill me!!!! Trying to work out cost savings for air tickets yet end up paying more! Lesson learnt – Never try to be too calculative! I just want to save money if possible mah! OKAY, credit card has transacted, cant say much anymore! Just to let you have a good laugh!

Anyway!! I am still looking forward to the trip cuz I want my deserved break! Quite a number of good news lately. Bonus is creeping into pockets early and hopefully it will be within expectation. And jess helped me to buy Goong bear! YEAH!!! That’s Alfred!! Wanted to get the Alfred’ girlfriend too but that’s ungodly 400 plus Sing dollars! I gave up! Alfred already cost me 50 ish lor… it’s the first time I’m buying bear for myself! Haha cuz someone never expressed intention to buy me soooooo I will fork out own money to buy myself a bear and join HIS bear on the bear… Heeee Thanks jess! Must have been troublesome for u to carry the box around. I was so excited while talking to her and can’t wait to see the bear! Looks like I can only welcome my bear next week already cuz this weekend abit tight on work. It’s still a motivation nevertheless.
Oh and will be watching Pirates for free on 29th kekeke courtesy of EY. Still not too bad to be in EY laaah. Dance class has resumed and quickstep is so fun! We missed the first lesson of Quickstep yet managed to pick up in 15min with good guidance from fellow classmates who are at least 4 years younger than us! Hahahaha. Enjoying dance more and more. As and when got free time will revise the footwork in my mind. Mad Sandra is back! Will be spending quite a sum for a dance competition in August. Really hope to attend. Ehhh we not participating but watching the competition. Haahaaa

OH Phantom of the Opera was great, fantastic, brilliant and abolutely nicely done! I like the setup especially those around the stage, the songs and the dynamic stage props. Watching an evening show indeeds feels different tho it's still the same darkness once you are inside the theatre. But feels more arty-farty watching at night haaha (ok this doesnt really sound very arty farty) anyway given a chance will want to watch in Broadway. Any other famous musical in Broadway will be good. Im waiting for Miss Saigon though.

Okokok too long a post already. Resolution for the coming 2 months… spend less, eat grass and enjoy life! Simplicity is bliss!



feeling terribly sick right now and it's been a long while since i last fell ill. to fell ill due to rain is even rare but it happened yest and condition didnt get any better when this morning was yet another semi-rainy day. read abt the poor HP ger who passed away as a result of overworked and her final few entries seem to have given her some premonition about her mishap. yet another good use of blogs whereby u can leave your last words and even tell some stories which may have been burnt with the cremation. perhaps i shud leave some trace of news before im found fainted lying in my room after a few days.

just took some pills to curb fever and giddiness. no thermometer to measure my temp cuz thermometer spoilt (any early offer for bday or xmas present?) but my body temp is definitely not low cuz i ouched when cold water splashed on the hot me. didnt visit the doctor cuz company doctor is not on my way home and i tot i would feel better after taking dinner. but i underestimate the rain and the clinic is rather far from my home and family doctor is closed by the time i tot maybe a doctor can help. hopefully the pills work if not tmr cannot go gym already. but given my strong willpower, gym tmr is shouldnt be a problem.

at times of immune system breaking down, the emotional part of one's body also began crumbling. it is only at this time that i wont feel pai seh over receiving tender loving care. a msg or a call of concern from people is aware of your condition warms the heart. it may even cure the sickness. yet not many people understands this emotional theory.


Where is my pillar when i needed badly???
Insignificant me and be forgotten, ignored and missed out.
Selfish, ignorant and self-centered you are.
Tell me what to do.

:( time to take paracetamol. long time no see this tablet and it's time to pay him a visit :(

31 Oct 83
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