Wednesday, April 02, 2008 10:47 PM
perhaps it was my fault; i am pms-ing; perhaps i am lack of sleep; perhaps i am having attitude problem; perhaps she was the one who showed attitude; perhaps i have low threshold for attitude ppl; perhaps i read too much into it and acted in response... perhaps perhaps perhaps...
knowing myself i only react upon reaction... under normal circumstances, i wouldnt have feel irritated unless i see attitude... YET again.. maybe i dunno myself that well eventually!!!
nevertheless... it's a scar and i wanna patch! maybe i have v low threshold for ppl with attitude that differs from me since i noticed i haven been working well with ppl with slightly colder and "stronger' attitude... i worked better with ppl who are cheerful.. straightforth, direct, and can tease and play along with and crap with me at all times... i am not as serious a soul as what i may appear to be lor...
well.. not many such souls... so i must work out some way...
whatever is the cause and reason... i have to embrace tmr bravely and gave my brightest smile 'cause today will be over in an hour and all will be buried (but depends on the other party can bury it tooo)