Sunday, March 18, 2007 12:23 AM
wonder how i can summarize this wk...
started of with a follow up job for a job that kinda hated cuz client can never produce things and take donkey years to give you what u want... follow up 1 day at bugis and tues in office. kinda not motivated to do this job partly cuz alone on job and client told me "im lunching alone too, but too bad, we cannot lunch with auditors, boss dun like." perhaps they have some black secrets... haizzz
since boss doesnt have plan for me as to wat to do for rest of wk, wanted to take leave rest (been not feeling well this wkesp the wisdom toothache). then boss say i cannot take leave to see dentist cuz fear of 2 wks mc in return... diaozzzz it's painful lehhh yet i cannot see dentist.. wat logic, felt such a poor thing and so sorry for myself. end up negotiated to a plan - my april leave will be converted to mc cuz i will only go for op only then! hopefully i can tahan till then.. pain pain *wails*
then wed went to a small job to help 2 a1s cuz they seem to be struggling and indeed they were la.. 2 a1s on a job with little guidance so tried to help lor end up acting senior. tats when the fear sets in.. 4 mths time is senior time and really dunch feel prepared lor. this time is only a small job so still alrite but im already working on sat to churn out file!!! imagine come senior for bigger jobs and u have to review, wrap up, guide and teach and bla bla bla all sorts of rubbish come tumbling in.. faint!! the sky would have dropped by that time!!! and team management is one big fat problem lor. mayb i look hao qi fu ah.. friend friend and no respect...
on hind sight, the suggestion during Training Needs Analysis is a good one - btw it was suggested to have a training on how to deal with assistants.. lolx
well i think shall take one step at a time...
last prayer before turning in...
... God, i need a good and better blanket!