Tuesday, February 27, 2007 11:35 PM
why is it that i often have to zip my mouth?? Why do i often have to process in my mind the consequences of blurting things?? wouldnt mind zipping though for 3 reasons - kill my curiosity that lingers for long, build better r/s with ppl and knows more than what i quest. i will keep to promise despite all that...
why is that people are becoming more unpredictable and incomprehensible? could think of reasons to explain for certain things that they do yet can hardly convince myself esp when someone close somehow seems distant to you. cheeem neh... but yah... u seem very close to someone yet you know empty abt the person except for what appeared on the surface - superficial? plastic? whatever synonyms u can associate it with.
enlightened by another life logic - who appeared to you may not be who he actually is. ok i know im lagged in understanding this simple ideology but trust me, if you gain my trust, i can believe every single word you say. but, if my instincts get the better of me, things said get discounted and heavily discounted if doubts about you are hovering low and you are close to me. call me gullible, innocent, i dun really like to doubt people. of cuz pls exclude those braggarts who are obviously treating me like a 3-year-old kid and 9.5 out of 10 statements are never serious.
breach my trust and the scorpion is let out. not to worry, i've yet reached the stage of being betrayed but the feeling is nearing today and i shun them away.