Tuesday, October 10, 2006 10:04 PM
cough cough clear throat! grrrrr... very irritated with clearing throat. phlegm cant stop generating at the throat since sat. it just gets worst after eating sweeting stuffs. shall visit a doc tmr to see what went wrong, cuz doesnt seem to b due to the haze as this problem had persisted for some time. wanted to see a doc today but end up doing work in office.
some things are just meant to be. intended to take mc today yet went back to office. if not i would not have gotten the news! EK had finally replied and my new life will begin next mon. Everything began settling into shape after i emailed the mgr. Since then, everything seem accelerated - gotten my new laptop and my new locker key, and now my stuffs are inside my locker alrdy cuz i wont be around for rest of week and hence packed my stuffs up and kept them in my locker. The wait was long but all of a sudden things went twice the speed of waiting. For a moment i was feeling rather lost, not knowing how i should react afterall i had wanted to retract my decision at some point in time yet the decision to continue with the plan is stronger. Gonna be a new environment to adapt to and different working styles that i have to get used to.
Had made some pretty close pals like Ange, Jess, Daisy, WH, Jeff and EL. They are the nicer ones whom i can joke as mad as i can, confide in, bitch with, sa jiao at, great listening ears and also people who give me advices. really appreciate them. will miss the days working with them esp Daisy and Ange. Didnt have a chance to really work with her in full scope. Pris has been nice too tho there were times of unhappy but in e end i came to terms that these are just part and parcel of work. felt the emotions all over me while typing this post. abit she bu de but i have to move on.
the future remains to be unfold and i pray for the best.