Sunday, May 28, 2006 10:07 PM
Could have been happier by asking for the things i like and wanted. Can't blame anyone cuz Im to be blamed for not insisting in what i want.
Understood myself alittle tonight - i do not know how to make myself happy. Often than not, im happy when people around me are happy and/or they make me happy. Often made decisions that are against myself but to the convenience of others and ended up getting upset. Im a true dilemma of myself and hated it! Thank goodnes, im grateful to the few who have tried to make me stay happy by remembering the words i made and by doing things that would make me happy cuz u know me well, my likes and dislikes.
I would be happier if i had said 'yes' instead of 'it's ok' and 'nvm'.