Saturday, December 03, 2005 5:17 AM
my day has just ended while the sun about to rise in another hour time .. how shud i summarise it.. or rather e entire week is indescribable.. but in short mixed feelings over everything - work, emotions and IP.. sometimes reallie feel like an utter idiot who thinks simple and slowly or perhaps it's the other way round - i think too much and slows down e pace of my life.. it's yet another mixed feelings ... i wish they will end soon
back from usual ktv n this wk we had durians at geylang at 2plus am and talk kork(whichever spelling la as long as it delivers e msg) session.. tho i ended work at abt 10plus and gotta made Mouse to wait for me, the gathering kinda even out all bitterness for e day.. but to b frank the bitterness still lingers till now and probably over e weekends n into e following wks to come i hope e learning curve is getting gentler as e day goes by and progress is picking up when it comes next week.. which means this weekend gotta do extra work n be more conscientious.. *i hope i can* *fingers crossed* looking at e schedule i cant faint but to buck up!
well i was shocked tat YC tendered today and it was a sudden one that not only shocked me but im amazed too. It was not because of his own inerestes that's why he left but for other people's. The sacrifice he made is indeed great and shows the tantamount seriousness he has with his gf or rather fiancee. A man of wisdom and forward-looking is the YC i know and im sad to see him leave. Things have finalised and shall wish him all the best in his future endeavours and his marriage.. Be sure to attend his wedding if there's invitation haha.. and must get him to pick some durians back.. haha.. Perhaps we can organize a trip to M'sia during the lull period.. will KIV that
was driven to tears during e ktv session just now cuz of e parting songs n songs that portrays friendships n life.. tried v hard to fight back e watertap while singing Fen Xiang but can nvr attach as much feelings to this song as tonight bcuz of YC's leaving and Mouse will b leaving for China next wk too. Though his departure is only a week, it's his first business trip and there's really a heap to learn along the way especially in a foreign land, things can get v overwhelming so much that taking a smooth breath is a tough task. Getting overly emotionally attached to FTB. Source of motivation to work is from FTB. Reason not to tender stems from FTB (kinda) and source of true friendships is from FTB too (not to say my other friendships are not true hor.. dun wanna offend anyone over here.. i still treasure all friends) But just to emphasize that working life is not as scheming, boring and full of barb wires everywhere. Work can be sucky but working partners cant b as bad. Be nice to everyone along the way and u dun stand to lose at all.. so long as everyone is happy!!
分享时间已做了选择
什黱人叫做朋友
偶而碰头心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过理想类似的生活
太多感受绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多太多
决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错 难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
与你分享的快乐 胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗能让视野不同
与你分享的快乐 胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门让世界(变)开阔
it's Veron's bday on mon.. celebrated in advance today.. Happy Birthday, Gal!!
Gonna have a belated celebration for me with HnF gang later.. i wonder if i can wake up on time.. seems like i gotta bring work to Greg's hse.