Tuesday, November 29, 2005 8:00 PM
just reached home and i feel so nua nua nua.. utter shag out out out ... dun feel like doin e usual stuffs every time i reach home - i guess partly bcuz there's no one at home today to nag and rush me and talk to me such that im enjoying e quietness at home.. haha
have been thinking of e various choices laid ahead of me but as usual i have no idea where to begin and what to choose and why im choosing what i want.. can be utterly sucky at making choices and decisions (which is why i seldom do well for MCQs.. ok.. no link!! again!!) how often can i choose what i really want .. wants n likes are complete different thing to begin with, and following e heart dun work all e time.. listening to Corrinne Mae Save Me and find it so apt... faced with so many constraints and complications, i fear making choices, i fear hurting people, i fear making e wrong move and bla bla bla... well at least when matters get sensitive n subjective i need a lead, someone who can direct me n support me.. perhaps this is called meeting the saviour (gui4 ren2) in life
so glad i can take a breather tmr...but shall b on a mission to finish e unfinished task
Cheers!!