Saturday, October 01, 2005 5:25 PM
urgh!!! feeling so dizzy and weak and feeble. lack of food is depleting the energy level in me. sh**!!! have been eating porridge and only some vege.. sian-ed!!! and no one is at home to even "hew" me.. mummy is out mahjong-ing and papa is only coming back spore this evening and dar is bz... grrr... fend for myself la ... wads new!!!
but on hind sight.. my determination level is still very high.. managed to pull myself out of the house to go for tuition and come back home. reallie didnt wan to black out for the 3rd time this year and tried to rest awhile before setting out for tuition... luckily i thought of glucose to give me energy and bot some home.. sshhheeeesshhh.... save my soul.. reallie dun think i can survive without food for even a day.. blame it on my usual huge appetitie la... wonder how long i will take to put on weight after this round of loss. can i even go yoga tmr??????? i dun wan to faint again.. save me!!!