Thursday, September 01, 2005 12:31 AM
There's no such thing as trust, true friendships and even purity. No matter how long a friendship is, it will still be subjected to betrayal and unfaithfulness. For the sake of greed, personal benefits and other selfish factors, any relationship is vulnerable to pain by even the closest ones and that includes your family. There may be too many of these stories on tv serials but I chose not to believe that such things can happen in life. I am escaping! But reality is cruel as a matter of fact!It's time I face the reality. But I am still unable to fully commit my trust to the people around me. I will not want to subject myself to similar betrayal. I only want self-protection. There's only one person in this world you can believe in - YOURSELF! However the saddest thing is that I don't even understand myself to begin with. How else can i believe that I can protect myself? How I wish things can remain status quo even till we grow old. How I wish that my friends will remain as pure and sincere as at present moment. I do not wish to see the cruel and heartless side of human nature. I hate to see the greedy side of earthlings. I do not want to be made use of and end up regretting for over-trusting my friends and people around me. How I wish there is a 'Code for the Heart' kind of statute to rule the humans in terms of handling the intricate side of emotions and relationships.
I continue to pray...