Monday, August 29, 2005 10:17 PM
Life is becoming a challenge for me as each day go by...
I see him putting on a smile everyday. But i failed to see the distress and painful endurance he has been undergoing. It's not easy for him to take the blow though he may have seen it coming months ago. I worry for him, my loved one and myself. Still find it hard to accept the fact and feel so cooped up in my own little world. Not that I am preoccupied with my own business but I find it hard to share. No one can understand how tight I am feeling inside and how helpless I feel. Now that things have taken this turn, I wish I could have help out in one way or another. I really wish i can share abit of his worries and stay by him but I am never good at expressing my emotions and often end up in utter disaster cuz the the message never get across as intended. Will give myself time in attempting to stay optimistic, this is probably the only thing I can do to help.