Monday, April 25, 2005 5:01 PM
interestingly i have been thinking of my greatest fear in life - to be alone! something i established only recently.. quite daunting when my fren's mum just passed away recently.. im afraid to have no one to take care of me .. haha.. tho i have been alone with no siblings for the past 22 years, that didnt helped me in anyway to cope with loneliness.. perhaps my loneliness is not lack of frens or dear ones around me but to have no one to rely on whenever i need..
friends may not be able to be there whenever u need them and sometimes there are constraints as to the things u may confide in them.. so it's only a limited number of frens left whom u can reallie talk heart-to-heart to..
and what u value most of the fear?? closeness with people..