Saturday, April 09, 2005 5:26 PM
all the plans for today were spoilt!! people had their plans in the evening but all told me in the last minute.. and wads worst im excluded!!.. am i suppose to accept it happily?? or isit wishful thinking on my part that my evening will be spent outside of the house.. must be woman's nature at work.. can never sort things out logically when u are mad.. terrible feeling.. darn.. spoilt my mood for the entire day.. i need to study de wor.. and now there's this kind of nonsense bothering me at this critical period, stirring the lava of my volcano... count the volcano in me to rational enough to blow up in my room all by myself when im finally left alone.. thank goodness no one is hurt by the blast..
just when i was cooling down.. received this enlightening phrase 'We make a living by what we get, We will make a life by what we give' meangingful ya.. make no reservation to what you wanna give in life to the loved ones around you.. afterall life is about giving n taking.. can never have absolute demand and no supply rite.. market will break down de.. must be the after effects of too much studying.. anyway feels slightly, yes slightly only, betta after giving some thoughts to this phrase.. but the flame still couldnt subside to nil..
crave for portuguese egg tarts is still on.. since yesterday.. sheesh... someone pls tell where to get superb portuguese egg tarts? will settle for second best for the time being..
looks like have to settle my dinner with the few pieces of pandan bread left after this morning breakfast... saturday evening and i have to bread... grrrrr....